my right kind of wrong

i know things won’t be alright, clearly not all what you want is what you will get. somehow ideas mesh up once in a while but would minds be all you and i need? am so afraid this would happen and it did yet how i wish it didn’t. maybe nearness triggers all else, sharing thoughts and dreams, aspirations and hopes makes it impossible to forget. an equation very hard to concise, would i value friendship or would i care less? is it right to say: ALL WE NEED IS LOVE? The Beetles says so but it complicates everything. i love LOVE but it initiates hollow, excruciating pain to the bond ever built. am all stressed, loud as it may scream, i can’t deny the fact: I love him, more than i value friendship. it ain’t easy, but i’ll struggle to prove my love. great fact that i may fail but you won’t know unless you try it for yourself. am i to destruct the crease that transpired over the months? well it’s possible and feasible but am so afraid, very afraid. but the love i feel inside gives me courage to face my fears and doubts. am all dresse up in love but could i withstand all the conflicts it may bring? maybe i will maybe i won’t but who’s to know for sure what will eventually become of the hasty decisions. i love how we fight, how we aggravate things, how disturbing his reactions are and how excruciating to please his one-of-a-kind attitude towards life. i adore how he manages being silly and funny, moody at times but cute to start with. there are actually a million things to describe the feeling, yet things are quite different when am with him.

The Right kind of Wrong

here is an excerpt from an infamous song on an infamous movie I love watching over and over….. seriously, the title is a bit exaggerated but the thing of the apple is, that’s the truth!

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I know all about your reputation And now it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation But I can’t help it if I’m helpless Every time that I’m where you are You walk in and my strength walks out the door Say my name and I can’t fight it any more Oh I know, I should go But I need your touch just too damn much Loving you, That isn’t really something I should do I shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you ya Well I should try to be strong But baby you’re the right kind of wrong

It might be a mistake, A mistake I’m making But what your giving I am happy to be taking Cause no one’s ever made me feel The way I feel when I’m in your arms They say your somethin I should do without They don’t know what goes on When the lights go out There’s no way to explain All the pleasure is worth all the pain I should try to run but I just can’t seem to ‘Cause every time I run you’re the one I run to Can’t do without what you do to me, I don’t care if I’m in to deep

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pretty deep huh? but do digest the words, you’ll love it!