the Bar Silver

laid back flat on the floor. then passed out.
I woke. he was holding my hand. and am out.
head spinning. got up. sat down. then out again.
opened my eyes. him clasping my hand. till passing out.


I blinked. my lips were in his. then passed out.
sensation swathing me. him on top caressing. and am out.
endearments. here and there. lips-locked. then out again.
passionate buss. fiery kiss. hands all over. till passing out.


I was on my knees. stroking his emblem. then out again.
fondled his. it slowly hardened. and am out.
mine sated his mouth. moaning. then out again.
his filled my orifice. pleasures all over. till passing out.


he groped. I moaned. lust filling the air. then out again.
I suckled. he soughed. pruriency followed. and am out.
my lips hungered for his. savored him. then out again.
impressed him all over. esthesis burning. till passing out.


blur.
tears rolled down.
conscience thundering.
questions unanswered.

Fellatio

Let's talk about blowjob!


What? This ain't taboo no more! Straight or not! Everybody does it! And for the love of Backlum Chaam and Bastet, it's pleasure were talking here, not religion and polictics! And as far as I know, they don't mix well!


How to do it versus the normal oral care we do daily.


Plainly BJ defined is oral sex performed upon the penis. Simple and easy but the tricks of the trade has already been marginalized and developed to induce male orgasm and used as foreplay as well. Man does not live by bread alone, believe me, there are some stroking too every once in a while! That's what I heard!


The real deal is how to do it?


http://www.howtodothings.com/family-relationships/how-to-give-a-blow-job
I saw that site one time my naughty mind gets so Dora on me! Insightful? Yes! Not to mention funny and outrageous but came to realize that it does wonders. From the do's and the dont's to tips and suggestions. Doesn't kill to know right? At least you were forwarned and the next time you get in between those thighs, Oops. Excuse my French! Sorry, in between situations I mean, you know what to do and what to expect.


Dr. Margarita Holmes @ www.margaritaholmes.com can offer a lot of information about the TOPIC, nowadays I really don't care if this is a matter of taboo or a social ridicule or a laughing stock but I think its time to educate. That's the building block from ignorance. Learn!


See also http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fellatio for more information but wait there's more a bonus to the side is a video and some references you can delve into. 

Keeping love real / February 28, 2010

Love is what is left when the passion has gone. Then comes commitment.


Powerful tug on my part. Never thought it would be like this hard. Falling in love has never been my forte, I’ve been there, hurt, messed-up and done that. It shook my whole sense and groping things back to normal ain’t that easy, honey!


Networking sites promoting friendship and mate plus sex has been the modality, not that am against it since it has been the diatonic scale of meeting people and having fun is one of the agenda and name of the game itself, newbie as I am never thought it would be this hard / easy / preemptive, confusing huh? Be in my shoe for a difference!

Yes, I am in favor of the norm but the way it is handled is not quite what I have in mind and appeals to me the least. But how does one keep love real? Got to test it a couple of times already and most of it ends up having sex, not that I am bad on it and I can guarantee money back but does creating relationships just a cliche, overrated and understated? Is the basis of a good relationship nowadays is how good you are in bed? Moaning? I am a hopeless romantic type so I don’t buy the idea of sex as the foundation of a lasting relationship.


Being queer gives you the edge of living the alternative lifestyle that they claim to be so fabulous and lavish yet it is not, as it condones and molests the mere idea of love into a spastic one-night affair.


So here’s the fact: if you decide to meet up with the person, you have two choices; to like and and dislike. If you detest the persons profile and assets, you get to lick and ditch plus move to the next palate. The other case, liking the behalf, you get to lick and keep. Fair? Am guessing not! What has the world gone into? Dick tasting fora?

I know am being judgmental here but can we still keep love real or they just happen on reel life? Or shall we conclude lust empowers the passion and emotions that we should conjure and savor.


My, my, my.

Hoochie bootie!

Have you ever had those urges? Sexually I mean. Me, myself keeps on having them, I know it's sick but don’t you think its normal, being a person with primal and carnal needs? And mind you in heat at that point too! I know what’s in your mind. Blimey! I’ve had some thinking done over it! Several gazillion hours just over the thought. Maybe I am sick but let’s agree to the fact that am not the only one on that lane. Geez! I even have urges to the person next to me. No! that’s me lying, it was a joke am not that sick-o to think of something like that!

Recently things are very complicated and out of hand, yet let me verse that one correctly, perversely it’s getting worse, I know for a fact it’s not suppose to happen but am on it! Sacredly hiding it but I know any moment it would splurge if I may not get it out of my system and get laid and be done with it! Accordingly I can’t! am all out of penny and extravagance is quite not exquisite on those urges! Well, I guess its for the good of me, coz am in a perfect nowhere and I need to get my senses back in place.

Needless to say am a pervert, that nature nurtured to be abundant on me! What a mess! I don’t wanna be like this, you know the feeling of being scrunched and reminded every now and then that what you are doing and thinking is not good and utterly very bad for you and everyone around you! Am sure it’s particularly the dumbest thought I have right now, but don’t have a choice either!

Now am angry being me and with the thoughts above my head, it really runts me to insanity. Am not sure what would become of me, all I know it’s eating me up. Really hoping it would turn out a good side of a person of me, but with the hike am getting strangled with, I doubt if that is still best for me.

Yet enough of me, so far this thought has been all a one-sided course. And by the looks of it, it may not be a fairy-tale ending but I assume I could have the thrown and the tiara with the castle to go with it! That easy huh? But I doubt it! I really do.

It’s all about sex.

As Michael Novotny said, it’s all about sex.

S      E       X     

Plain, simple and no hang-ups. Nothing more, nothing less. A big turn-off or maybe its just me and my big dream of a fairytale ending and happy ever after. A friend always reminds me, bars are not your relationship haven but hard-headed as I am, I still saunter and scrutinize. I should know better. I had the taste of my meds just last night; hot, hunky, tall and dark, what else could you ask for. Eyed him for several minutes and voila, dinner was served. And guess what was the first thing that he uttered, damn right it was, the formidable TOP or BOTTOM question. Hah! I know that was coming alright!

Can’t seem to fathom why is it hard to commit but for the sake of arousal and “itch” in a snap its a realism, odd how since if you’ll take it into consideration, one is life-long and the other is just ephemeral. Question: Are you born with it? Is there such a relationship-repelling-soul? And how would you know or gauge that you are that person? I know lot of couples, be it straight or gay battles a lot of issues, fight here, dustup there, I mean endless. I know for a fact they’re happy but scarring-wise haven’t figured out what is it that makes them stay and linger for good. I know some that only stages a flaunt of what seems to be a unique union but deep inside, hatred and fury entails the wedlock. I believe it smells bitterness up there but what can I do, been there and done it so far, counting all of them as blessings makes me curse the hell out of me.

I know am a drama queen, a charmed one and bitch molded into one, who would have ever guessed am a hopeless romantic….. but isn’t all of us? In more ways than one, we’re similar. Yet why does it still sting when unwrapped? Truth what they say that reality bites and snaps! Funny how qoutes try to dissemble out what you feel. It incurs you real hard. Many of us just shrugs but in corporealty it austerely injures us.

Nowadays, is it a crime to be such a hopeless romantic? In a gayman’s world is the only important essence of being a queer is getting laid and fucked? Intellectual aside, we know that the queendom is full of talented and gifted causal agent.

Cheers to getting laid!