spinning round and round

I haven't been able to blog for months now. HIATUS again! 

I really can't tell if it has something to do with me loosening up a notch with my best buddies or the lifestyle change or the mere reason that being online and updated thru the web takes most of my time out.

I have been lazy as well at home, laundry on top of each other. Building a mound week per week. What has come to my senses, I let slip of my disorder months ago, hoping there would be a change in me, and it did change me, for the worse. I can't force myself anymore. I like myself now but it scares me a bit. It has grown wild and stopping means turmoil.

How I wanna go back of the old days where I get home, get things in order, sleep, wake up and set things in order again and then go to work, set things in order then go home to set things in order again. 

I miss that! 

Now what ever rocks my boat, spins here there and everywhere. Should I be angry to myself for the grit that I have grown into? Should I let the spinster snooze and awaken the timid me? How silly of me to think things will settle on their own. To each of his own settlement and be where they are before. Alas! They have never changed!

Am I driving my life to extinction?  

Ur in denial

Bitch as I am, it cracked me up way beyond I can uber imagine! Childish it may seem but I will post this! 
Thus the reason why I highly suggest breaking up with someone, PERSONALLY! Technology has been highly overrated and a no-no for your self-esteem!


Jejemon or Barok? Not able to distinguish either! Enjoy!  


anyway wag na tau maglokohan db?Auko na!! I dnt love u anymore coz ur not deserving to me, face d reality ryt? im realize im in love with d wrong guy... And d wrong time... But im hapi to met a person like u.. But sometimes we nid to think deeply if willing to love each other b4 built a relationship... But i guess? Ur in denial... Coz kahit sobrang busy, stress at pgod there's a many way to txt me.. Remember im globe, and ur globe too... Nka line ka pa nga db? I think if u like or love a person u nid to give ur best to prove hw much i love each other, pero prang ako lng un gumagawa nun,.. Im so tired... To loving u.. I hope u understand... Godbless.. Be safe... See u d next life! 


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