5.20.2011

Ganito kami sa Makati

"Ganito kami sa Makati!"


Makati has been known for that slogan, THANKS to Vice President-elect Jejomar Binay, who lived by the name itself and the markings and makings of a GOOD leader. He was one tough man to break, others just faltered under his feet and he reigned supremacy over other opponents that adversify him from his mayoral seat. 


Makati has been one of the prominent cities in the Metro. I salute how he handled issues here and there- which is normal! As you get to the top, it piles up and explodes but not Mayor Binay, I am all hail and heads-up to him once Makati and his name is in tandem.


Recently, a friend of mine had a business to transact and procure. Real estate of some sort, I did not get into horrid details as it really never is my forte but a juicy came to me elusively about a certain head of the department who is painstakingly asking for "lagay", "suhol", aka "bigay" or "padulas" just to get through with the proceedings. What in the world was that? Of all places? Makati? That I beg to differ and disagree with my friend- not Makati. As in! Not the city to envy. So my friend gave me the blueprint, the plan, the permits, the revisions plus a headache. 


Trauma- this is too much to handle for my brain. Beside the point here, why ruin a glorious name for a couple of bucks and a lifetime of name and status, protected and worked upon with? And not even by VP Binay himself but another individual who was supposed to fulfill his sworn duty.


This may be of a little voice trying to scream yet I will still try. I know it won't be much but I thought under the President Noynoy administration plus the guiding hands of Vice President Binay, how come this elaborate sabotage of the clean slate that this administration perforates is bit by bit becomes an illusion. A promise again? We've been there! Nothing new this time around? 


CORRUPTION
Are we seeing that again?


I know I am in no position to rebuttal or even claim, the establishment isn't mine in the first place but all I want is to rectify this anomalous incident. 


Heads of state be warned and be alarmed. Bees are swarming again.
We are not creating a stir. We are just stirring the coffee.

5.17.2011

black pearl

I am still fuckin' hurt, betrayed and fooled!
I was so willing to forget everything!
I mean every bit of falsehood!
To hell with negatives from friends
Be damned with family's advice
I wanted to start from scratch

New.
Just us.
Together.
Forever.

Hoax as you are.
I detest you
I abhorr the day I met you
I hate myself for letting you in my life
I thought you are the greatest gift Lord God above bestowed
My bad I fell for a bad seed, yet again!



a constant reminder of what I did all for LOVE

Broken.
Me, myself and I.
Perfidied.
Shirked.

How can you do this?
Is lying second-nature to you?
Are you happy now?
Have you even thought of me, of the people who cared for you, who took you in when you were out and gave everything?

I loved you
and I cared
took everything bad
and held on to your good

I gave you everything.
I did not expect anything in return.
I did not ask for any truth.
I did not require you to love me back.
I just did what I have to do in half of the commitment I promised


SUPPORT THE FREEDOM TO LOVE: 18 JUNE 2011

We have the right and the freedom,
we are not different just diverse of how you think and do.

It does not happen overnight. Make a statement.
Singapore already asked for support.

Hopefully Philippines will follow through.



Do you have friends and family members who are lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender? What does it mean to support their freedom to love? What does this support symbolise, and what can it translate to? Watch this video to find out.


5.09.2011

STATUSes

chat.shoot the breeze
relationship.Mr. Perfect!
busy.Busy
friends.leisure & nightlife
date.Sex and more
away.not at PC
nothing.surprise me
sex.now or later
invisible.when online

STATUSes

Most of the times these are the ones that you usually see in PlanetRomeo or Downelink or Manjam. Odd how diverse they became and how they puckered from the usual cliché-Married/Single status we have before. We may have educed, yes, but up to what extent? We are supposed to be gearing forward, we have reached and transitioned to the 21st century with ease and snap but still the diversity and complexity is somewhat not genuine and specific .

Personally, I don't have qualms over such but if you declare otherwise, that should be what it should be. Not the other way around. I know some. I know some....one. Confused much with this gender-biased toxicity? Dig in.

Chat. So you're here for a tete-a-tete? Nothing to do in a days time? Yeah it figures for bum and lazybones. Get a life! We have 24hrs in a day, mine is so limited I want it to be friggin' 36.

Relationship. This I belong. I know for a fact that I am a cougar hunting for prey, I am a hopeless romantic for chrissakes! I want my happily-ever-after, blame Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty and Snow White, they disseminated the flyers! I know right?

Busy. As the status insists.

Friends. Fucking friends? This I got to agree. Well, everything needs to start from scratch right? You meet and greet, decides to go out sometime, then party all night and if you hit the spot, end up in bed otherwise but if not stays platonic and gets to be the bff- as in forever, convenient for some but others dwell on the what-if's and the maybe's, hey, everybody is entitled to dream right?. That's a long time procedure getting laid but it works for others that are shy type and pedantic, not me!

Date. Here you get to relish both the company, dinner and the boy itself, what else. Romanticism I guess. The gallantry and the aristocracy all rolled into one. This is for the prim and the proper. The Alta sociedad as they say. And as all night would end- in bed getting a head or alone jacking off remembering how sumptuous your date was. What? No release? You'll keep it in? Oh come on!

Away. Obviously.

Nothing. This I find it odd. But I guess this is to avoid complacency and being spontaneous. Adventurous I may add- BDSM, bareback, piss, spanking, orgies or sex in the air. Urgh! Don't get me wrong, I'll stick with briefs and boxers as fetish. Thanks but no thanks.

Sex. Do we need to linger and state the obvious? Top or Bottom. Anal or Oral. You decide.

Invisible. Aaaah. This applies to discreet, in demand and wanted profiles. Too sexy, too gorgeous, too big of a tool and everything TOO MUCH it can't be contained. Hahaha.

5.07.2011

Obsession

Obsession

falling in love with LOVE of SIAM

Gan lae gan (OST) - English version

If I said that this song is made for you, would you believe it?
It’s probably not melodious, not affectionate, not beautiful like other songs.
I want you to know that if there’s no love, you can’t write a love song.
But for you, my dear, do you know? I wrote it easily.

You’ve probably heard hundreds and thousands of love songs
that’s probably impressive
but with a similar meaning altogether, but if you listen to this song,
a song that’s written simply for you.
For you to understand the meaning of it, our hearts will then have a connection.



Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there’s love naturally there’s hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There is a lot of facts found in love,
and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning.
But soon, I’d just know it, whenever you are near me,
That if life’s a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart.

Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there’s love naturally there’s hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.

There’s a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.
There’s a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.

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