4.06.2011

denied

bakit ako hirap na hirap?
na di naman dapat.
all I ever wanted was to be happy.
but why did this fell on my lap?


alam ko lahat dadating sa tamang panahon.
ibibigay niya ayon sa nararapat
yet things came by a breeze.
and was swept as well in a matter of seconds.


ang hirap tanggapin na lahat ng ibinigay mo
parang bula na lang na maglalaho
and what you have is still not worth
plus the denial makes everything worst


ayoko na, tama na!
ayoko na, itigil na!
I can't take it and bear it
I am already torn, miserable and hurting.


ano kaya ang mangyayari sa akin?
magiging ganito na lang ba lagi?
Everytime this and everytime the same?
Am I not gonna ever learn?

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