People can be so tricky. Some will do anything and everything to get on TOP even if it tramples someone else's individuality.
Take an instance an acquaintance-okay fine, a lover, a friend and now a soon-to-be foe. He came as a breeze, gallant and like a knight in shining armor not to mention cute and all but not mysterious. He was so seemingly appropriate, not the bullying kind so it was just so hard for me to digest that he can do these things: FABRICATION and MANIPULATION. Truth is truth anyway you constrict it, that will still come out clean and elusive. They always say you can run but you can never hide. Veridical right?
Excuse my French but this just fucking outrageous. I am not that familiar and well versed with different typefaces of humanity. Been with a lot of GOOD people honest, deserving, fabulous, the rich and the famous as well as beautiful wad but with the rotten kind? That I have yet to encounter. Never have I been repulsive to an entity before but now I know how it feels to be juxtaposed to him.
My, my, my. How hard and frustrating it is to be played and be stringed along. I feel like a Marionette. Disgusted and upchucked with how things happened. It becomes so revolting all because he made me fall in love first with his charisma and effervescent personality then striking me back with a dagger right through my heart. Bitter? YES! I want to get even but I guess i'll leave it to the karmic energy of the universe to deal with him.
What makes it so sad and mordant is, five different people are festooned along and three of which are bewitched with his charms, including me of course. The rapture was definitely remarkable yet hoaxing to the point of threading a lie over another on top of more fibs and prevarications is definitely repugnant.
Aaargh! I want to strangle him and I can't! A part of me still wants to deny all that and contest his unalloyed discernment.
Thank GOD for friends who are always to the rescue. Saving both my ass and heart to more untoward dillema.
