4.13.2011

epitome



would fate play with you if you haven't allowed it to be in the courtyard?


Bugged and confused. 
How is it possible? You got stringed along. How can you be the antagonist? Would that be the mere fact that you let yourself be winded up? I am no conventionalist and I seldom care what others will say but the fact that my heart argues with my mind, something is off and really wrong in there. 


Destiny others will say, yet is it just that? Will you rely all your eternity to the so-called destiny and fate? Why do we even believe on such bedtime story? Yes a bedtime story. For me everything is given a chance by chance. You have to work things out with that given chance to make it work or worst come to worst-break it. Figuratively, its your temporal lobe that will decide which path to take and pursue. 


Chance- now thats a more feasible granule, compared to fate and destiny. Serendipitous? Well you can say that. Occurence and chances are a bit related and people tends to relate it with destiny after awhile, concluding several notions, assuming and then going with what they have pictured. Then viola- a fairytale! 


Cohesive right? Most of us does that in the hopes of having a happy-ever-after. Wrong! They don't come to reality most of the times! 


Being HAPPY. Isn't that what we should aim for? I know I am trampling over someone else's life. But you won't get to the top without stepping and bumping into others. The sheer fact that you bluster out of your comfort zone, some will get affected one way or the other. I am not redeeming myself from being wrong to righteous. I am just conjugating that every action has its alter ego- be it a good intent or a devilish malign.


In spite of all that hocus-pocus it would still boil down how you feel and your heart desires. Right now I will choose to be happy- it may be a wrong decision or it may be a right one. Who cares? 


I want to be happy. 

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