Harsh! Very harsh!

Should I stay in LOVE and get hurt in the process? Or should I just let everything fall into place? 


I can still retract all investment, you know? I haven't delved into the depths yet. Am still scurrying and paddling my way into LOVE. Not that it's a task to overcome it's just that you know to yourself by the projectile and intuition, you can already see the end of the rainbow which has a false pretense of a gold pot!


A disaster-in-the-making? Yes! Definitely! We are dealing with a CON artist who knows how to play his cards right. The type of person Red Riding Hood's grandmother warned her about. Thrilling? Yes! Of course! The mystery of getting caught is there, mischievous really but who cares, that's the fantasy other crave and loathe at the same time!


All is fair in LOVE and WAR! Do you agree?


Harsh! Very!


What shall I do? I am bind, restless and I guess, tired. Initially a complication from the very start. The storyline? Boy1 is happily  enamored to Boy2, Boy3 gets so innnocent-looking and then earthy getting Boy1's attention and steam. So without a doubt, it ended as a triad and the complexity as well as the  byzantine of the situation is so diverse, you don't even know what to do, or me for that matter, don't know what to expect anymore. There was no intent on my end to intricate the situation, much more eradicate a perfectly harmonious bond. 


And the inevitable happened.


So what am I to ponder now? I want to be happy but not this way. 


Harsh! Very harsh!

mabilis akong kausap

boy1: Bakit mo ako nagustuhan? Hmmm?
boy2: Kasi nga nasa'yo na lahat! I mean you're mapagmahal, caring, sweet and thoughtful. Perfect boyfriend kumbaga. Wala ka nang hahanapin, total package ganun!


boy1: Di nga? Alam mo bang pangalawa ka na na nagsabi niyan...
boy2: Sino yung isa? Kilala ko ba siya?


boy1: Basta!
boy2: Okay. Mabilis naman akong kausap eh!


boy2: Eh ikaw. Sabi mo gusto mo din ako di ba?
boy1: Oo naman. Bakit?


boy2: Bakit mo ko nagustuhan?
boy1: Ah, um, ahhhhhh! Teka.


boy2: Mag-isip daw ba? Hahahaha.
boy1: Teka muna naman di ba.


boy2: Okay lang noh. Sabi ko nga di ba mabilis akong kausap!
(Sabi ko na nga ba kal*b*gan lang talaga toh eh! Here I go again. Demmit!)