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parang bula
ganun ganun nalang
parang kabute
uusbong nalang bigla


funny how that qoute can excruciate what happened. if there is a whirlwind romance, I think this will be categorized as whirlwind fuck. it came and went by and then faded just like that. cold hard fact, the heat died down and the randy perished. as there were no feelings involved in the first place, the pragmatic thing to do is to let go.


feelings hurt, ego bruised and relationship marred, well what do you expect? matters of the heart are not to be trampled, played and manipulated. 


the issue now is what to do next? you can't drink a spilled milk no more, you can't even see a clear picture on a broken mirror. cliche to say "MOVE ON" or "FORGIVE and FORGET". duh! this is not a fairytale that all is well when it ends well. a crap and a bull! 


would I get even? good half of me says, "your choice to forgive and not to forget" but the bitch side of me wants to gang up and be drenched in blood! how morbid and apodictic right? 


sadly all good things comes to an end, the bus was just early on my part. should i be bitter? yell all hell and fuck up? i can do that definitely but i chose not to. i remember my friend again, a pessimistic beyotch "you are where you came from". me, the opposing optimist, battled "that's what you think! i guess not all and some are left still", boy did I eat my words in MEDIUM RARE. 


HONEST and TRUE- building blocks of a lasting and sanguine relationship, the only main form of how you should live your life too. i am no pharisaic but i will show you who i am-no pretentions, nothing ostentatious and grandiloquent, either deal with it or bear with it.  that's me!


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