5.17.2011

black pearl

I am still fuckin' hurt, betrayed and fooled!
I was so willing to forget everything!
I mean every bit of falsehood!
To hell with negatives from friends
Be damned with family's advice
I wanted to start from scratch

New.
Just us.
Together.
Forever.

Hoax as you are.
I detest you
I abhorr the day I met you
I hate myself for letting you in my life
I thought you are the greatest gift Lord God above bestowed
My bad I fell for a bad seed, yet again!



a constant reminder of what I did all for LOVE

Broken.
Me, myself and I.
Perfidied.
Shirked.

How can you do this?
Is lying second-nature to you?
Are you happy now?
Have you even thought of me, of the people who cared for you, who took you in when you were out and gave everything?

I loved you
and I cared
took everything bad
and held on to your good

I gave you everything.
I did not expect anything in return.
I did not ask for any truth.
I did not require you to love me back.
I just did what I have to do in half of the commitment I promised


SUPPORT THE FREEDOM TO LOVE: 18 JUNE 2011

We have the right and the freedom,
we are not different just diverse of how you think and do.

It does not happen overnight. Make a statement.
Singapore already asked for support.

Hopefully Philippines will follow through.



Do you have friends and family members who are lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender? What does it mean to support their freedom to love? What does this support symbolise, and what can it translate to? Watch this video to find out.


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