black pearl

I am still fuckin' hurt, betrayed and fooled!

I was so willing to forget everything!

I mean every bit of falsehood!

To hell with negatives from friends

Be damned with family's advice

I wanted to start from scratch

New.

Just us.

Together.

Forever.

Hoax as you are.

I detest you

I abhorr the day I met you

I hate myself for letting you in my life

I thought you are the greatest gift Lord God above bestowed

My bad I fell for a bad seed, yet again!

a constant reminder of what I did all for LOVE

Broken.

Me, myself and I.

Perfidied.

Shirked.

How can you do this?

Is lying second-nature to you?

Are you happy now?

Have you even thought of me, of the people who cared for you, who took you in when you were out and gave everything?

I loved you

and I cared

took everything bad

and held on to your good

I gave you everything.

I did not expect anything in return.

I did not ask for any truth.

I did not require you to love me back.

I just did what I have to do in half of the commitment I promised