6.17.2009

anxious: falling-in-love

A lot of people is so gung-ho to fall in love. Especially my essences. My friends for one, cavils all frustrations they get from their adored one, two: my kindreds although happily enamored snivels all the circumventions they get.

a lot of WHY’s bedevils me?

But mostly unanswered, I mean, is learning from experience out-dated already? Maybe it’s with how things never happen the same way twice, point taken I know, but isn’t it absorbing the orb already so you won’t be in the same mesh?

Whew! Is it love they’re discerning or it’s just lechery? One way or the other, the boon is maybe that exquisite since they frolic to another relationship after ending the most recent proffer they have. I maybe judging from a one-sided view and please emend, thank you but that’s what’s cropping up nowadays, a friend once told me; it’s just picking up pieces where they left them. True I guess, for some but not germane for all, right?

The question is to wait or not to!

The twiddling one’s thumb is a risk, might end up searching for the barley that was purveyed to you on the first few yards of your junket. Sequel to that is inculpating yourself, denying yourself of the happiness and what not! Fact: not all dingus can be scored, human as we are, gets mercenary one way or the other. It’s inevitable. On my end? Probably I won’t look for it nevertheless I’m not gonna gape at and hunch out every Dick and Harry that I’ll meet, if you know what I mean.

I know its perilous but who am I to argue, maybe it’s faith but I prefer stubbornness. If pride is on your wits, na-ah, a big NO, NO! I know where my ovation lies and its still, I have no intentions of going overboard and besides, its not my call, I do believe that every human being is delicate, la-di-da and sui generis, especially the behavior as what GOD crafted them to be. You can only influence, dictate and boss around but the decision still lies with every individual as he thinks and feels deifferent from your point, I may have a different view from you right now as you peruse this aide-memoire, right? Case to case basis, for short!

We won’t be sobriqueted “individual” if we don’t have a certain bias over others, nailed?

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